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NEW LJ NAME [Saturday,
September 18th, 2004 @ 2:20pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | senses fail - martini kiss ]

New LJ name:

_zebraboxerz


haha yeah, it changed soooooo much.

if you're already on my friends list your still on and if you wann be added, comment on my other one.

 

-laura<3

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[Thursday,
August 12th, 2004 @ 9:16pm]
_____Schedule:_____

1. English - Spiegel
2. Spanish - Mattio
3. Math - Esposito
4. Studio Art - Ritter
5. Lunch
6. Orchestra
7. [ace] Bio Lab- Contopoulos
[bdf] Gym - Goldstein
8. Bio - Contopoulos
9. Global - [did give me a teacher yet]
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[Monday,
June 28th, 2004 @ 11:38pm]
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
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[Thursday,
May 13th, 2004 @ 9:18pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | 311 - do you right ]

  • if your already on my friends list, your still on
  • if you wanna be added, comment
  • if you dont have a lj and wanna read this, make one and i'll add you.

 

<3
laura.

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[Thursday,
May 13th, 2004 @ 7:37pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | 311 - hydroponic ]

this week went pretty fast.
but it fucking sucked. yup.
thats all i have to say about that.
anyways,
english,spanish,guitar, ehh
lunch...haha i was angry
math,orch, boring
gym...was pretty funny. kelly was weed wacking with the lacross stick. haha funny stuff.
science, i was sweating my balls off (even tho i dont have any)
global, my desk is squeaky...pisses me off. my global class moved yesterday, which sucks. i dont like where it is.

yeah. like anyone really wanted to know that but yeah.

upcomming stuff:
-next thurday karen comes home
-next saturday going up to massachusetts for sara's graduation w/ some of my cousins, should be fun. then sara is coming home with us.

yup. thats all.
after this entry im making my lj friends only.
so yeah.

bye.



im gonna crack up when it all blows up.

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and the hydroponic's on [Wednesday,
May 12th, 2004 @ 8:14pm]
[ music | 311 - hydroponic ]

Mother nature supreme step back and dream
the hydroponic scene (scene)
found around knocked out of bounds wound
into the mind of my stone cloud
taste the thinnest of oxygen (oxygen)
rising higher a stoner cuz I can groove something
wrecking nothing to prove see that's in my nature
so fresh the vital bud of the chronic tastes of something thicker

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[Tuesday,
May 11th, 2004 @ 7:13pm]
[ mood | content ]

Take away my pain
Leave the cold outside
Please don't let it rain
Don't stumble on my pride
Take away my pain
I'm not frightened any more
Just stay with me tonight
I'm tired of this fight
Soon I'll be knocking at your door

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[Monday,
May 10th, 2004 @ 7:01pm]
[ mood | eh.. ]
[ music | radiohead - exit music ]

yeah...
had a weird day, but its ok now.
after school me and wendi went
off to be losers and went to
jimmy's pizza and scrubed some
money of some kid. then we were
more losers and stayed there and
did nothing. then we went to the
bench. and all the mexicans passed.

WOW, GOTTA LOVE THOSES MEXICANS HUH?
"chica muy grande!!!" lol wendi

old wrinkly men walking by made
my day. ohhhh sexxxyyy meeeennnn. lol

common now, whos steals(takes) the
parmajian cheese from jimmy's pizza?
common...whoooooo does that. big
time losers do...me.

ok so then we sat their like losers
and got amused by people in their cars
yuppp.

thats mostly all.
i did wanna make my lj friends only but
then decided not to, eh i donno maybe
i'll make another just for friends.
fuck it, i donno. we'll see.


x.

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[Monday,
May 10th, 2004 @ 5:01pm]
nevermined...
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[Sunday,
May 9th, 2004 @ 12:10pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | fiona apple - criminal ]

yeah.
it's mothers day.
i picked my mom some flowers from the yard, made her a ghetto card, and a blew up a pink balloon. haha i didnt have to spend any money at least. flowers were free, card was free, and i stole the balloons...ha.

later today im going to my aunts cause were celebrating mothers day and 2 of my cousins b-days. oh joy. hmm. yeah we'll see how that goes.

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[Saturday,
May 8th, 2004 @ 6:24pm]
Wake.. from your sleep The drying of your tears Today we escape, we escape Pack.. and get dressed Before your father hears us Before all hell breaks loose Breathe, keep breathing Don't lose your nerve Breathe, keep breathing I can't do this alone Sing.. us a song A song to keep us warm There's such a chill, such a chill You can laugh A spineless laugh We hope your rules and wisdom choke you Now we are one in everlasting peace We hope that you choke, that you choke
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[Thursday,
May 6th, 2004 @ 7:01pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | coldplay - the scientist ]

the past like few weeks have been weird.
i fucking hate it.
i dont understand why the hell i cant get over this.
i mean i was good for awhile but like now...i donno.
i guess i still fucking like him, but i know he will never like me. whatever. i fucked up. i probably sound like an obsessive freak right now. i dont care. i just dont get over shit like that, that easily/fast. you know who you are. and i guess you might read this, but whatever...i cant say it to your face cause im a fucking loser. sorry...



...i guess on another note,
school was pretty ok today.
woke up late.
english,spanish,guitar,lunch,math,orch, yeah all that stuff, then went to science, the 2nd period of it we went outside. pretty fun. mr. rossi observing the sun. haha. amuses me. then uh, me and kaitlin went under a tree and did science woo. nah, we just talked. then went in. then global. yeah. the end.

bye.



.....im such a fucking loser.

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[Wednesday,
May 5th, 2004 @ 10:18pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | nin ]

in my nothing
you meant everything to me.











</3

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[Monday,
May 3rd, 2004 @ 5:19pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | radiohead - talk show host ]

marissa's birthday )

 

yeah, anyways. today was school, oh the joy.
i was still tired as hell. went to bed at like 11
last friday, but then couldnt fall asleep till like
1 and then woke up again at 4. then on saturday
really tired from the night before but then it was
rissa's sleeover and we stayed up till like 5:30 or
something. and woke up at like 10. so yeah did sleep
to much, plus the people that were SNOREING!!!
ahhh! then went to NJ on sunday and couldnt fucking
sleep in the car cause i cant sleep in cars, and then
eh, i.just.need.sleep. eh.

tomarrow: -therapy at 3
                -orchestra concert at 7

yeah. thats all. im done complaining. woo.

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[Monday,
May 3rd, 2004 @ 5:03pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | orgy - blue monday ]

i got bored in the car, so i wrote some shit....here, entertain yourself...eh.

 

 

Later that night.....

 

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[Thursday,
April 29th, 2004 @ 7:08pm]
[ music | nin - eraser ]

today was better than yesterday...







i miss a lot of stuff...

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[Wednesday,
April 28th, 2004 @ 4:23pm]
today was the fucking worst day ever.
i hate school.
hate my dad.
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[Monday,
April 26th, 2004 @ 9:31pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | tv ]

haha today was fun. after school went to the smithaven mall with wendi,wagner,kaitlin and matt. went to hot topic (eh) but we all bought matching undies. lol kaitlins are black and red wendis are black and green and mine are black and pink...but you didnt need to know that. anyways there like different kind of underwear...yet again you didnt need to know that. but then i bought i pretty thong ha. didnt need to know that either. ok. i'll stop. so anyways got the undies. then went to spencers they bought flavored condoms. but split them up evenly for everyone. no one liked the grape kind so we blew them up and put them out the window of the car to blow around. oh yeah before we left we got taco bell. omg! kaitlin is my taco bell buddy! i LOOOOOOOVE taco bell. and then we went home.

just finished watching romeo and juliet again...hahahahhahah. leo...hes a hottie.<-(sarcarstic)...no but seriously...hes hot. ha.....balls.

im done.

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[Sunday,
April 25th, 2004 @ 8:31pm]
so glad to see you well
overcome and completely silent now
without himself
you cast your demons out
and not to pull your halo down
around your neck and tug you off your cloud
but I'm more than just curious
how you're planning to go about
making your amends to the dead
... to the dead

recall the deeds as if
they're all someone elses
atrocious stories
now you stand reborn before us all
so glad to see you well

and not to pull your halo down
around your neck and tug you to the ground
but I'm more than just curious
how you're planning to go about
making your amends to the dead
... to the dead

your halo slipping down to choke you now
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[Saturday,
April 24th, 2004 @ 10:38pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | 311 - light years ]

its been a year since the finch concert last year. haha. me and marissa just noticed that. that was a good concert. ah. good times. screaming in marissas, paiges, and kyles ears. haha woo. need to go to a concert soon.

i donno what im doing tomarrow. i wanna go somewhere tomarrow, dunno if my mom will let me. i'll fucking walk there. ha...no to fucking far, dont wanna go that bad. eh, whatever.

watched romeo and juliet today. haha the one with leonardo dicaprio. hahahah im such a loser.

yeah...

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